A World Full Of Cold And Hot Feelings...

2008-07-27T22:25:00.002+08:00

todae went to look for her at point...
actually was trying to joke with her,but intentionally make her angry...
didn't get a chance to explain...
den she gt sick because me...
i feel that i was a failure for making her angry and sick...
she was right to be angry with me...
even though she say she have forgave me,but i still cant for give myself for every thing i had done...
i think i will go on MIA,so as to reflect on the thing i had done,and oso the way i do things...

2008-07-18T10:54:00.002+08:00

sianz...~
now i am inside the computer lab...cause now is computer studies lesson mahx,which i have oredi dropped le...
lets say about yesterday bahx...
yesterday was a special day as it was 170708...
for some of my closed friends noe wad special day is that day...
that day was really screwed up and super sianz...
cuz that day was like helping others cuz saw vivien and told her that limyi is abit pissed off,or maybe not really,i really dunno,maybe i misunderstood or something...
den in the end cause vivien until very sad nearly made her cry,really guilty,maybe mine words is too harsh,ya?
think that i should mind my own business next time,and not to meddle in others matter too much,but hor is also i willingly to help de lahx...
haiz...nvm liao
btw yesterday the thing i do is to help vivien and nothing much liao,juz sent her home den end of the day liao...
thats all liao...

2008-06-27T20:31:00.002+08:00

Today went for NPCC day parade...
hoped that i could get some training with my squadmates...
but things dun raelly turn out what i had expected...
haiz forget it liao...
easy come easy go bahx~
btw learn something about me today...
is that never be too outstanding in my performance that there will be no more new things that will be taught to me...
MODESTY was the right word for me in the biginning...
however its oredi too late...
oredi sec 4 this year and is oredi too late for me to change,really feel very disappointed and down that think that my best friends in NP really dun understand me...
thats y i am always be careful in making best friends(no offend to those that are my best friends...)
it really hurt me that if they backstab on me...
or not really understand me...
maybe is my personality bahx...
always alone and feelings kept to myself...
and one more thing is that it really hurt me is that even though i contributed alot,what i get back is juz more injury to my heart when people could not keep promise with me when i am happy when the time i offer the request to that person...
The reason i wrote this post is that i am quite down and lost in feelings and afraid i might forget what i think about what happened today,after a sleep...
Never judge me by my attitude in school of a person that like to entertain people...
if you think so i am that kind of person...
i tell you guys that,that is the only way of not showing the others,whats kind of person i am really...
that the others dunno what is hidden inside me...
thats all liao,time to get to sleep and forget what happen today,and become a refresh me tml morning xD

2008-06-17T21:47:00.002+08:00

Todae i am having social studies test...
Dunno how lor hoped when well...
todae went out to play basketball with desmond and gideon at school den at sengkang cc...
Wa my muscles having recover after a vigorous workout at the gym last saturday,den when playing basketball,is lik play about 30mins den no energy liao,and i rest about 1 hour plus den go play...
Den after bought a present for YY as todae was a special for us,den when to marion house nearby,slacking awhile and talking...
Den found out sean chan,who was with us awhile ago at sengkang cc,was talking with one of my senior which i have never seen before...
Den was teaching mixuan riding bicycle,den accidentally cause her fall down,feel really guilty and sorry...
Btw todae was quite a fine day lor...
Thats all for todae,stay tuned to mine next posting which i really dunno when lor,hahas :D

2008-05-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

long time diden post le...
so decided to blog here...
intensive lesson had started after the O'level chinese paper lor...
the lesson is from tuesday to the following friday(270508-060608)
is lik sianz lor~two weeks of lesson during our holiday and is lik left with 2week holiday lor...
btw the chinese paper is ok bahx...still gt confidence to pass but hoped that i will get a A2 or B3 lor,it will be best:)
and y seeing me slacking in school and not going home early or go look for yingyi...
and plz stop asking me y diden go look for her....
BECAUSE SHE WAS GONE TO BEIJING LE...
and i will go crazy if kept on asking y not going look for her...
and my whole person is so down lor and lonely and oso cannot find friends to go out,so in the end hang around in school study and seeing other people entertain me lor,hahas:)
and yesterday was spending my afternoon with the red cross playing games,and thx for letting me play you all and to entertain me too,hahas:)
And lastly,today was my NPCC sec three's NCO camp,and y seeing me posting at this time and not at the camp...
the reason is Mr Sim dun allow us to stay overnoght lor,and is lik wad the hell lahx,haiz forget it le,i oso cannot do anything to Mr Sim,hoped everything went well...
THATS ALL FOLKS!!

2008-05-10T18:41:00.002+08:00

Hey hey hey~
exammmm is ovveerrr liao~
finally freeedom....
but the story had juz begin with me and her(:
And i saw a poem frm other blog say this:
逃避不一定躲的过
面对不一定最难过
孤单不一定不快乐
得到不一定能长久
失去不一定不再拥
有你可能因为某个理由而伤心难过
但你却能找个理由让自己快乐
quite true ahh???
btw here is some link that i saw from the youtube and this is very~ cute!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=epUk3T2Kfno
you could go to other link from this link and could see more cute and funny video yaaas~
ok thats all folks~

2008-04-26T18:11:00.002+08:00

Todae i went to school at 8am for A-math lesson...
I was damn tired cuz juz went to the gym the day before...
The lesson end at 1030 den went to eat breakfast with weejing...
Wait for YY at around 1200 and we all eat hougang green LJS,den say sean lim and gary kwan there...
After that i send YY home,and it will be the end of story...
Btw i went home and change both my friendster template and my blog skin...
Hoped that you all will lik it as both were similar and dun ask me whether is it i lik it or not...
It's only that the background is cute so i choose them lor,thats all...
So i shall write until here le,bye folks~

Sports Day(180408)

2008-04-19T18:11:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was the 73th aniversary sports day...

i woke up quite early,becuz i will be meeting yy to go to stadium together...

thankfully i did not had any duty on that day so i could slack at the stadium talking to her and my others friends and of course watching the events,yah~

i took part in the inter-cca 4x100 relay,which is my first and the last event i participate in the sports day event...

and NPCC came in third,yay~

After every thing had end...

NPCC and NCC helped out with the cleaning of rubbish at the stadium and of course with some of the members from other cca...

some of my squadmates were complaining about that NPCC were lik force to do the cleaning,but in my opinion,it is our job to help out with the cleaning so that things could be done in no time.it doesn't matter who did the work,as long as it is important to do it well...

After the cleaning,jieling told me that we will have to meet wan nee madm for some meeting at around 6 plus,so i agreed...

the sports day ended at around 12,so in the mean while, i went out with desmond and my other friends and maybe could share with them some of my good news hahas~

Then at around 4 plus,i went to meet yy and send her home as before she went to celebrate with her friends' birthday at vivo...

Soo...everything ends here with a good ending...(:

Pass Over Parade

2008-04-19T17:49:00.006+08:00

last last friday was our passed over parade...

which means is time to hand over the job to the next batch of NCOs...

This my achievement after the POP...

And this are others photo we all take together...

And this is our new station inspectors,hahas(:

Thats all during the POP that day,more pics will be uploaded if i could find those that were taken on that day,hahas~

Btw hoped that next batch of NCOs will do our unit well bahx,jia yous~

2008-04-13T21:41:00.002+08:00

Here's another video during speech day~

Speech Day Parade(040408)

2008-04-12T21:50:00.004+08:00

This is the video done by my squadmate for the speech day on that day...

So enjoy~

2008-04-08T21:28:00.002+08:00

Today after POP reharsal,i am getting piss off by what Zakiah said to me saying that i always push everything to Mingjia and diden even do anything...
Am i this kind of person???
If she think that i am this kind of person,she might just do everything and dun think that i am doing for sake of doing even if i am in FT...And this is not the first time you say to me le,is only i diden lost my temper and scolded back and i oso did not wished to scold my squatmate especially she....
So plz appreciate the contribution i had made for you guys...
Thats all i can say....

2008-04-07T19:54:00.001+08:00

After desmond had taught me how to change the blogskins...
i finally created a blogskin for my blog and it is my first time doing it myself...
Should i say it is desmond's credit or is it juz that i have the talent in it???
Hahas...
JKJK some of the credits oso came from desmond la...
Thx bro for teaching me,i own you one...
Hehe...~
Tats all folks~

2008-03-26T18:07:00.001+08:00

On the day when we came back from pulau kukup...

This is the pictures of brothers...

2008-03-20T19:35:00.003+08:00

When i entered NPCC,i was trying to achieve something beyond my limit...
I would always do my best in everything and make others proud of me...
But however,if i did a wrong steps in handling my things,i might screw up the whole thing and my friends will not proud of me...
HAHA~wadeva...
This is already the past of what i think about myself...But now i will always think positive and do whatever thing that i think it was right and did its best and i will have no regrets...
Lets talk about todae...
Chin Yee,Zakiah,Ming Jia and I went for the interview for the Station Inspector promotion...
However,I did not succeed in being a Station Inspector,but MJ and CY got it...
When i became a NCO,my goals are to achieve a Best Unit Cadet Award,SPF-NPCC badge,and become a Cadet Inspector,so today i did not become a Station Inspector,and SPF-NPCC badge is also impossible because of the unit UOPA award...
Therefore,my goals are left with Best Unit Cadet Award and Cadet Inspector...
WORK HARD VICTOR!!!~

Pulau Ubin Recce

2008-03-02T22:10:00.021+08:00

The first stop...

Highest point of Pulau Ubin.. Puaka Hill

After that,it began to rain and we ran into a shelter and start using our campcraft skills and made a portable shelter

The two riding hood (=

After that,we reached a very familar place which is the NPCC campsite entrance...

Okay~tats all for that day recce...HOME SWEEET HOME!~

230208 campcraft COMPETITION

2008-02-25T18:50:00.014+08:00

The guyz team!

The competition is about to start!!

Everyone is getting ready!!!

AND GO...!!!

At the end of 10 minutes.

Everything had ended and these were the things that were up

Howerer,the basha was undone and the flag was not up,but guys,you all did a great job and it was all your job to teach the next batch of campcraft team to fulfill our dream.So dun feel bad about yourselves.

After everything had ended,we all took a family photo or should i say taking a team photo.And i hoped that galz team will make it in their following competition.

2008-02-14T17:22:00.002+08:00

Todae is valentine's day...
everyday i will always send a present a present to her...
but todae i wanted to ask her out but in the end being rejected straight away...
but nvm,cuz i am used to it le maybe i am to emotional le and did not dared to say it to her...
i have been like her since sec 2 and had nver been changed,even though i am sticking out with other galz but my hearz is always with her,even though she did nt think tat way and did not noe she gt any feeling for me???
maybe is i am too emotional liao???
cannot put down de feeling towards her...
so forget liao try harder next time bah...

2008-02-10T01:49:00.000+08:00

This song is called 恋爱症候群 take a look at him singing this song...
POWER SIAZ~

2008-02-10T01:19:00.000+08:00

Long time diden blogg le...
cuz dunno wat to post...
todae i gt things to say...
i have been going out to work and together with my brothers...
i did not went to visit my relative hse,instead i went working for the entire chinese new year week...
i work every morning from 10am to 11pm since last wednesday
it was really tired for me and sometime my work end at 6pm,i went home straight and den went out with my brothers liao...
many people ask me y i diden went to visit ny relative hse,was becuz i wanna earn more and more money for myself and my parents...
during working,it really spoiled my mood as i am already moody liao becuz working,as my enemy,who is my colleague,is oso working the same shift with me...
i everyday keep working and going out,and even today i went to play basketball when i reached home last night at 2am after going out to watch movie with my brothers...
i was trying to test my limit,and if any of you guys diden see me during monday,i was probably overslept or sick le...
Alright~
i will write until here and its time for me to sleep le...

2008-01-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

Thie song is called 超越另一个自我

this video is very funny pls enjoy it!LOLS

2008-01-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

Last wednesday i took my qualification test for my A maths.And i got my result yesterday.
It was a gd news and i passed the exam.
However,i made a new gan mei but she dun seems to treat me as his kan kor lor~
When her phone got confiscated,i gt idea hw to get back her phone but they juz dun belieave in me...
Haiz forget it...

CCA Orientation!!!!

2008-01-13T16:13:00.001+08:00

It all begin with this!!

The Sec 4s are doing our best in attracting the sec 1s into our family.

The UG family is mixing together and are having fun together!!!

This is the display in our median room!!

CCA Orientation!!!!

2008-01-13T00:21:00.000+08:00

Its was CCA orientation yesterday...
The whole was planning to get crazy on that day and give in our full shot to attract all the parents and the sec 1s to join us...
The sec 4 had to do drills for the whole and we all are also giving our best shot but it diden last long as we were as if screaming and shouting while doing drills...
Its was quite fun even thought i had a sever sore throat after the whole thing had finally end...
Den the instructors decided to ask all the UG family to fall in the middle of the parade square to sing songs and also dancing(i mean doing 'your side' and 'friendship dance').And everyone were mixing up together within the family.
After the singing and dancing,we even play the 'bombing game' within the UG family but we even bomb the other innoncent CCA lik CO and netball.HAHA!
It was quite fun as we had give in our best shot and playing within the UG family.

2007-12-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

Heres the video of what we have been doing during NPCC!!

2007-12-25T16:33:00.000+08:00

Today is the christmas day...
MERRRYYY X'MAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone...
actually i had alot of plan of going out with a bunch of frenz but in the end i was stuck as everyone had their own celebration...
haiz i had to be emo and celebrate the x'mas on my own...haiz...

2007-12-02T14:37:00.000+08:00

I today sleep until 2.45 pm,now very engertic and ready for anything cuz i will be leaving Singapore to Thailand with NPCC unit from 031207-071207.
I today nid to stay overnight at school cuz we will have to leave the school tml at 4am in the morning.I nid to reach school at night at 9pm siaz...
My mother gave me $200 and change into theiland money which is total of 4600 thailand money.Haha rich siaz...
k liao thats i will miss my home and all my friends...

2007-11-30T23:31:00.000+08:00

STICK TOGETHER GUYS!! ENEMY OPEN FIRE!!

2007-11-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

WHOLE BIG FAMILY

2007-11-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

This pic i really feel very happy for MJ as we all are really cared about MJ,see how zakiah and jieling kissed her...I wonder when will my birthday be the same on that day MJ celebreted her birthday...

2007-11-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

On the last day of the camp,me,weifeng and ammarah went to carry out the PT for the cadets.We tool this pic when we were having cool down excercise and letting them rest.Seeing the cadets are resting i also feel like resting with them too.Yawn...

2007-11-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

We all know that MJ birthday in on the first day and we have been discussing what we will be celebreting her birthday.We even try to find excuse to ask MJ to go away or do other things so as to discuss the plans.

YO YO YO!!!

2007-11-29T09:41:00.000+08:00

hey this is my very first blog...
ehh dunno wat to write siaz...
btw this a new begining and a start for me 0_0